Sunday, March 27, 2011


Have you ever felt your heart sink? Mine just did. Actually, it broke into pieces. Shredded. Like pieces of glass. And each shard is tearing into me deeper and deeper. I feel pain. Sorrow. But the tears are frozen. They won't flow.

Why would you cause me pain? Have I ever been less of a friend to you? I've always defended you, worried about you, given you the importance you deserve (and don't deserve). And this is what I get in return?

I wish I could be evil and inflict pain on you, but I can't. You don't deserve me. I hate you. And that's only because I love you way too much to let go.

Can't breathe. Can't breathe.

3 Replies:

MissMalini said...

I feel you babe. *hug*

fortyfiveminutes said...

Hey J, I don't know what this is about but I hope you're okay. Kisses.


~j~ said...

@Malini: Thanks once again! Your concern really touched me.

@Faye: I'm fine. Just a bad phase I was struggling to cope with and it got worse because of some other reasons. Thanks, girl.

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